to my followers and anyone reading,
no one seems to understand all the pain and trouble it is to be in my shoes. at least, none of my friends do. i lost my boyfriend who i was madly in love with. i lost my dad who i was close with. i love my bestfriend who i knew for years and shared many fond memories with. and last but not least, i lost who i really am. years ago, i was this happy girl who wanted the most out of life. i want to go places and be surrounded by people who loved me, and i had all of that. then one dark day, i turned against the world. i will never understand why, or how it happened but that day, that happy girl who wanted to c